Isn't it amazing how your whole world can change in the blink of an eye?
Today was supposed to be the blessing of our baby Troy and the confirmation of our oldest Traeden.
But that just wasn't in the plans for us.
As I've thought about the last 7 weeks and reflected on my wide range of feelings, I came to a conclusion...This blog is titled everything me because I am the only one that posts on here. I've done my best to try and tell about everything that is going on with me-both good and bad-but feel that this might turn into a Everything Troy blog. And I don't really want that to happen.
So...
As I was looking through all the blogs (yes, I have a total of 5), I noticed that I had started one when I first found out I was pregnant. After the big 20 week ultrasound, it kind of got neglected.
The other day I was noticing it was still active and I thought about what I should do with it. I was about to delete the whole site when it dawned on me...I should keep it and just use it as my Troy journal.
So, I changed the name to Smallest, Wingless (it's on my sidebar). And I am going to keep it private. This blog is not something I want just anybody to be able to access. It will contain things that I don't want to share with people who do not know me. This is a very personal experience for me and I would only like my friends and family to be able to read about my feelings. With that said, if you would like access to this blog, just let me know. I'm not trying to exclude anyone who wants to be a part of this aspect of my life. Just know that this is my online journal. There will be posts when I'm happy and probably more posts when I'm sad (and even some when I'm mad I bet).
So, hopefully this will make it so I write more about my everyday life here and my thoughts and feeling about Troy there. I hope it works!
8 comments:
I hope I'm invited.. :)
I love the headstone.. I hadn't seen what you chose yet.
I thought of you yesterday.. I feel bad when those special days that were supposed to be creep up on you..
I look forward to this weekend with great anticipation! I think we all need a break from here.. Some good laughs and some fresh air! :)
Katie, I have been following your blog and I am friends with Jordan and Suzanne. I went to high school with them and went to College with your sister in law Natalie and would love to be able to be invited to your blog of Troy's if that's ok? You can also check out my blog at holbrookfam4.blogspot.com
My email is amber_holbrook@hotmail.com if you decide to add me! Thanks and I have loved seeing what is going on with your little family and I am so deeply sorry about your loss. My bro and sister in law lost a baby boy 3 years ago and so I kinda know what your family is going through it is very hard.
Katie, I lost a boy between Janet and Suzanne just before he was due. My heart and love goes out to you.
In the blink of an eye...Oh the TRUTH from those words.
Katie, I would love to be able to read your other blog but I totally 100% understand if you decide on not to invite. 100% understand but I just wanted to let you know that i would love to be a friend for you there as well.
I have learned that time does heal alittle...as the more time goes by but yet it will always be there. And some how, life just gets adjusted to that new, hard missing.
Easier? Somedays yes. So, I support you all the way and hope you have a good week!
Love, Tierra
Katie,
What a sweet headstone. I love the picture of the hands. You cope however you need to get through this. I love ya! -Suzanne
I think it is a great idea for you to have that blog. It will help you a lot.
Hang in there. I love the headstone. It is beautiful!
I would like to be invited.
Let me rephrase that, I would love to be invited but I totally understand if you don't invite me.
My email is h.lynnperry@gmail.com
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